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"All changes, even the most longed for, have their melancholy; for what we leave behind us is a part..."

Mon, 31 Oct 2011 11:33:13 +0000

“All changes, even the most longed for, have their melancholy; for what we leave behind us is a part of ourselves; we must die to one life before we can enter another.”

- Anatole France (via misswallflower)

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misswallflower:

"Time was passing like a hand waving from a train I wanted to be on. I hope you never have to think..."

Mon, 31 Oct 2011 11:31:01 +0000

“Time was passing like a hand waving from a train I wanted to be on. I hope you never have to think about anything as much as I think about you.”

- Jonathan Safran Foer (via misswallflower)

"The trouble is not that I am single and likely to stay single, but that I am lonely and likely to..."

Mon, 31 Oct 2011 11:29:13 +0000

“The trouble is not that I am single and likely to stay single, but that I am lonely and likely to stay lonely.”

- Charlotte Brontë (via misswallflower)

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Mon, 31 Oct 2011 11:25:06 +0000

I am socially awkward

Mon, 31 Oct 2011 11:24:32 +0000

It has been confirmed!

Another one of my best friends got engaged last week, and I am to be her bridesmaid. That’s 3 times this year, so according to the old wives tale I am never to be married now. I have maxed out my bridesmaid account, and there is definitely no overdraft. Anyway, we had a mini gathering (there was only 4 of us) on Friday at her house, we drank champagne and ate nibbles. Then we drank more champagne and got very drunk. Then her fiancée and his friend (a.k.a Tom) gatecrashed and my socially awkwardness came out in full force! I think I spoke to him, but I cannot remember anything that I said due to the amount of champagne I had consumed. I hope I didn’t chat a load of old shit. But I probably did! haha.
The night ended with him calling me a cab, I thought he was going to put the old drunkard in it and send me off home seeing as he lived round the corner from where we were and he didn’t require a cab to get home. But he got in and came home with me (and then I invited him in for “coffee”, but he said he had football early in the morning so couldn’t. I’m trying to forget that part). He did however pay for the cab, because he was being “gentlemanly” (his words not mine). In all honesty, I am not used to men being gentlemanly when it comes to me so this is all new to me and I have no idea how to react to it. I’m more used to a wham bam thank you mam approach. But I suppose there is always a first for everything, unless he is just not interested and trying to let me down gently! haha.

Third interview tomorrow morning..

Mon, 24 Oct 2011 01:24:22 +0100

I have been left at home on my own this weekend, and I’ve been at work the whole time. So tonight after work I ordered Chinese and opened a bottle of red wine to myself as a treat. Soooooo, I’m gonna turn up at my interview hungover and smelling of satay chicken, haha.
First impressions and all that.

"One should always be drunk. That’s all that matters…But with what? With wine, with poetry, or with..."

Mon, 24 Oct 2011 01:20:55 +0100

“One should always be drunk. That’s all that matters…But with what? With wine, with poetry, or with virtue, as you choose. But get drunk.”

- Charles Baudelaire (via misswallflower)

At the moment I am drunk on red wine and Chinese. One of life’s best combinations!

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Mon, 24 Oct 2011 01:19:11 +0100

Didn't get the job.

Thu, 20 Oct 2011 13:10:45 +0100

Third time lucky perhaps?

Second Interview done.

Wed, 19 Oct 2011 11:34:55 +0100

Just went for another interview, this time at a heating company 5 minutes down the road. It’s to be an Office Junior/member of the internal audit team. Sounds easy, and it’s 15k a year. Interview went well, I think I impressed him enough. Plus my potential new boss is quite good looking, that could be dangerous.

I should find out if I got the job in a couple of days. I’m still applying for loads more jobs at various other places until then, just in case.

"Do you take pride in your hurt? Does it make you seem large and tragic? …Well, think about it. Maybe..."

Sun, 16 Oct 2011 14:11:34 +0100

“Do you take pride in your hurt? Does it make you seem large and tragic? …Well, think about it. Maybe you’re playing a part on a great stage with only yourself as audience.”

- John Steinbeck (via misswallflower)

Four hour break before I go back to work! :(

Sun, 16 Oct 2011 14:08:00 +0100

I started at 9am and finished my first shift at 1pm, and I have to go back for my second shift at 6pm. I will finally be finished work at 10pm tonight.

My job is bullshit.
At least my roast dinner is almost ready!

"We either make ourselves miserable, or we make ourselves strong. The amount of work is the same."

Sat, 15 Oct 2011 23:12:03 +0100

“We either make ourselves miserable, or we make ourselves strong. The amount of work is the same.”

- Carlos Castaneda (via misswallflower)

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